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2007-12-03
Black Pool
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2007-11-29
A Letter To。。。 - [Words]
Calm down! Happy time barely serves for memories. You just look like a innocent kid, waiting for a uesless apology, even for some candy. What a fool! Look! Now you are left alone, with no words, no concerns. You may well conserve your esteem, although being desperate for his greeting. Never imagine he will give you a surprise some day, because he is on his way orderly and gets perfect along with his "friends". Why should he let you intrude his life again? And how shall you have a reason to get yourself into such a desperation one more? It seems undoubtedly benefitial to both. Relex. You can think of him once in a while, and forget some of his words, his image... Some day, you may well wonder why you have been so sorrow, or truely thanks to this relationship which granted you a seris of treasure. If I were you, I would remeber such one and give him a sincere thank. -
2007-10-10
Screaming silently - [Words]
Innumerable things are beyond control all the time. I'm not one who wanna get strong power over any ther people or things. BUt even for myself, neither could I have nothing under control. Reminded of one Eminem's song-《Lose Yourself》, maybe I've never succeeded in finding it. Faced with enormerous stubborn matters, I now have to make up all my minds to take over each one by one. I need some of incentive and energy, yet, I haven't seek either of them. Worst of all, perhaps I know what is the matter with me, and I know I don't have the chance to get it over. I have been blocked at the spot for 2 years, and the time will be enlarged as the time being. So that's why I am so depressed and can just sceam in my heart lonely.
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The National Day is approaching now. However, I am sitting in my dorm and typing. So strange that I stay here, rather than lying in my bed and watching a football match at home, and neithe do I understand why I choose the small room. If I was to read books, review the context or study English, Why am I here day in and day out, looking at the NB's screen? I am totally confused about what I am doing and what I should do. Well, in other words, I set a big goal, but run away crying "It's impossible!" That's just what I do, absolutely. Missing the 1st deadline, but there is the 2nd, 3rd… "Deadline" is not dead at all.
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2007-10-01
As timid as rabbit - [Words]
It's just the dead line of the final decision. But I have to say sorry to myself, maybe someone else. Honestly, it is imaginablly performed as I made the plan- to figure out my postgraduation's major and university. No matter how much I have exerted (personally I think it's the limitation) to achieve the objective, I am not such one who can eliminate every interset around me. I know it's nothing but an excuse, yet God prey me,and myself do surely. Not too bad as it is, my future is as fuzzy as clouds in the bleak sky. It disgusts me all the time to think about tomorrow and one thing even God can't tell. I am writting every word to pill all pressure and afraidness out. As timid as rabbit,am I?I can't splash any words now.
To love completely without completely understand
Struggling in a river, it is a loach from the soil to get reborn.
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